Hostage To My Mind : No More Protests

Memories blank out,

Jargons blank out,

can’t pass this exam,

can’t pass that test,

How will I pass life

clarity’s absence

confusion’s prevalence,

I had a little money on my mind,

But now I am jobless,

Years and years,

lost to depression,lost to mania,

lost to the demons of the mind,

Cheers, to one more year, of hard work

but not hard enough

to defeat the enemy  inside my head

Bipolar is a gift they say,

the why bless me with the curse of failure,

over and over I fail,

my creativity suppressed by the medication box,

and all I have left is depressing talks,

my photographic memory like a distant past,

every night I fall asleep at last,

after hours of struggling to tell myself,

it is okay,

it is okay to fail.

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